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I Am... I Said
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| "I Am... I Said" | ||||
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| Single by Neil Diamond | ||||
| from the album Stones | ||||
| B-side | "Done Too Soon" | |||
| Released | March 15, 1971 | |||
| Genre | Pop rock | |||
| Length | 3:32 | |||
| Label | Uni | |||
| Songwriter | Neil Diamond | |||
| Producer | Tom Catalano | |||
| Neil Diamond singles chronology | ||||
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| "I Am... I Said" by Neil Diamond on YouTube | ||||
"I Am... I Said" is a song written and recorded by Neil Diamond. Released as a single on March 15, 1971,[1] it was quite successful, at first slowly climbing the charts and then more quickly rising to number 4 on the U.S. pop singles chart by May 1971.[2][3] It fared similarly across the Atlantic, reaching number 4 on the UK pop singles chart as well.[4]
Inspiration
[edit]"I Am... I Said", which took Diamond four months to compose,[3] is one of his most intensely personal efforts, making reference to both Los Angeles and New York City.[5] Diamond told Mojo magazine in July 2008 that the song came from a time he spent in therapy in Los Angeles. He said:
It was consciously an attempt on my part to express what my dreams were about, what my aspirations were about and what I was about. And without any question, it came from my sessions with the analyst.[6]
In the same month, he told Q that the song was written "to find [him]self" and added, "It's a tough thing for me to gather myself after singing that song."
Diamond has also given another inspiration for this song: an unsuccessful tryout for a movie about the life and death of the comedian Lenny Bruce. Author David Wild interviewed Diamond for a 2008 book and he discussed how his efforts to channel Lenny Bruce evoked such intense emotions that it led him to spend some time in therapy.[7]
Reception
[edit]Critical opinion on "I Am... I Said" has generally been positive, with Rolling Stone calling its lyric excellent in a 1972 review,[8] while The New Yorker used it to exemplify Diamond's songwriting opaqueness in a 2006 retrospective.[9] Cash Box described the song as having "excellent production and performance."[10] Record World said "Personal number does Descartes' 'I think therefore I am' one better and Neil's philosophy always makes the charts"[11]
A 2008 Diamond profile in The Daily Telegraph simply referred to the song's "raging existential angst,"[12] and Allmusic calls it "an impassioned statement of emotional turmoil... very much in tune with the confessional singer/songwriter movement of the time."[1]
The song was not without its detractors, however. Humorist Dave Barry extensively ridiculed the line "... no one heard at all, not even the chair".[13]
The song garnered Diamond his first Grammy Awards nomination, for Best Pop Vocal Performance, Male.[1]
Charts
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Weekly charts[edit]
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Year-end charts[edit]
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Certifications
[edit]| Region | Certification | Certified units/sales |
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| New Zealand (RMNZ)[32] | Gold | 15,000‡ |
| United Kingdom (BPI)[33] | Silver | 200,000‡ |
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‡ Sales+streaming figures based on certification alone. | ||
Other versions
[edit]"I Am... I Said" was included on Diamond's November 1971 album Stones. The single version leads off the LP, while a reprise of the song, taken from midway to a variant ending with Diamond exclaiming "I am!", concludes.[8] It has also been included in live versions on Diamond's Hot August Night (from 1972, in a performance that Rolling Stone would later label "fantastically overwrought"[34]).
Checkmates, Ltd. released a version of the song on their 1971 album, Life.[citation needed] Brooke White performed the song on American Idol's seventh season during its Neil Diamond week,[35] changing the lyric to replace New York City with her home state of Arizona.[35] Among the foreign versions are the Italian language "La casa degli angeli" ("House of the angels"), performed by Caterina Caselli in 1971's album Una grande emozione ("A great emotion"),[36] and by Dutchman Jan Rot on his 2008 album Hallelujah as "Zeg God... zeg ik", taking the title as someone who curses, while the Jewish word for God means 'I am'. The Brazilian singer Diana recorded the song as "Porque Brigamos" ("Why we argue") in 1972, with lyrics written by the composer and producer Rossini Pinto. The band Killdozer also covered the song on their 1987 album Little Baby Buntin'. Jamaican reggae singer Mikey Spice released the album I Am I Said in 2014, including a cover of this song. Country artist Billy Ray Cyrus released a version of the song on his 2020 EP Singin Hills Sessions Volume 1.[37]
On season 7 of American Idol, Brooke White sang this song.[38]
See also
[edit]References
[edit]- ^ a b c William Ruhlmann. "Neil Diamond: Biography". Allmusic. Retrieved April 30, 2008.
- ^ Whitburn, Joel (1983). The Billboard Book of Top 40 Hits: 1955 to present. Billboard Publications. p. 88. ISBN 0-8230-7511-7.
- ^ a b Jackson, Laura (2005). Neil Diamond: His Life, His Music, His Passion. ECW Press. pp. 80–81. ISBN 1-55022-707-6.
- ^ "Neil Diamond search results". everyHit.com. Archived from the original on October 12, 2008. Retrieved April 30, 2008.
- ^ Abramovitch, Seth (May 24, 2015) "Neil Diamond Marks L.A. Homecoming with Sold-Out Run at Hollywood Bowl", Hollywood Reporter. Retrieved September 1, 2021.
- ^ "I Am...I Said by Neil Diamond Songfacts". Songfacts.com. Retrieved October 3, 2016.
- ^ David Wild. He Is . . . I Say: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Neil Diamond. Da Capo Press, 2008, pp. 107-108.
- ^ a b Gambaccini, Paul (January 20, 1972). "Neil Diamond: Stones". Rolling Stone. Archived from the original on October 1, 2007. Retrieved April 30, 2008.
- ^ Frere-Jones, Sasha (January 16, 2006). "Hello, Again". The New Yorker. Retrieved April 30, 2008.
- ^ "CashBox Record Reviews" (PDF). Cash Box. March 13, 1971. p. 26. Retrieved December 9, 2021.
- ^ "Picks of the Week" (PDF). Record World. March 20, 1971. p. 1. Retrieved April 22, 2023.
- ^ McCormick, Neil (March 5, 2008). "Neil Diamond: the hurt, the dirt, the shirts". The Daily Telegraph. Archived from the original on May 3, 2008. Retrieved May 2, 2008.
- ^ Barry, Dave (November 6, 2012). Dave Barry's Book of Bad Songs. Andrews McMeel Publishing. ISBN 9781449437589. Retrieved June 17, 2025 – via Google Books.
- ^ Kent, David (1993). Australian Chart Book 1970-1992. St Ives, N.S.W.: Australian Chart Book. ISBN 0-646-11917-6.
- ^ "Neil Diamond – I Am... I Said" (in Dutch). Ultratop 50. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ "Neil Diamond – I Am... I Said" (in French). Ultratop 50. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ "Item Display - RPM - Library and Archives Canada". Collectionscanada.gc.ca. May 8, 1971. Retrieved November 29, 2019.
- ^ "Offizielle Deutsche Charts" (in German). GfK Entertainment charts. To see the peak chart position, click 'TITEL VON', followed by the artist's name. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ "The Irish Charts – Search Results – I Am I Said". Irish Singles Chart. Retrieved November 29, 2019.
- ^ "Neil Diamond – I Am... I Said" (in Dutch). Single Top 100. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ [ Flavour of New Zealand, ]
- ^ "SA Charts 1965–March 1989". Retrieved August 18, 2019.
- ^ "Neil Diamond – I Am... I Said". Swiss Singles Chart. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ "Official Charts Company". Retrieved October 9, 2019.
- ^ "Neil Diamond Chart History (Hot 100)". Billboard. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ "Neil Diamond Chart History (Adult Contemporary)". Billboard. Retrieved May 22, 2025.
- ^ "Cash Box Top 100 Singles, May 1, 1971". Archived from the original on October 29, 2007. Retrieved December 1, 2019.
- ^ "Item Display - RPM - Library and Archives Canada". collectionscanada.gc.ca.
- ^ Dutch Charts Annual Reviews - Single 1971
- ^ Musicoutfitters.com
- ^ "Cash Box Year-End Charts: Top 100 Pop Singles, December 25, 1971". Archived from the original on October 6, 2016. Retrieved December 1, 2019.
- ^ "New Zealand single certifications – Neil Diamond – I Am I Said". Radioscope. Retrieved September 23, 2025. Type I Am I Said in the "Search:" field and press Enter.
- ^ "British single certifications – Neil Diamond – I Am I Said". British Phonographic Industry. Retrieved July 29, 2022.
- ^ Epstein, Dan (November 3, 2005). "Neil Diamonds' Jewels". Rolling Stone. Archived from the original on July 25, 2008. Retrieved May 8, 2008.
- ^ a b Weiss, Joanna (April 29, 2008). "'Idol:' Loose Diamonds". The Boston Globe. Retrieved May 16, 2008.
- ^ Grignano, Augusta. "Caterina Caselli" (in Italian). IT: La voce delle donne. Archived from the original on December 17, 2007. Retrieved May 16, 2008.
- ^ "Billy Ray Cyrus' New EP the Singin' Hills Sessions Vol. 1 Sunset". February 6, 2020.
- ^ "Week 11 - Brooke White". Time Magazine. Time Magazine. Retrieved January 18, 2026.
I Am... I Said
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Songwriting
The songwriting for "I Am... I Said" began in late 1970 and spanned four months, marking one of Neil Diamond's most protracted creative efforts. This period was initiated shortly after Diamond's unsuccessful audition for the lead role in a biopic about comedian Lenny Bruce, directed by Bob Fosse, which left him grappling with self-doubt and prompted him to seek therapy.[2][1] The composition drew heavily from Diamond's personal experiences, embodying an identity crisis rooted in his transition from his New York City upbringing to life in Los Angeles. In therapy sessions, he confronted feelings of alienation and disconnection, which infused the song with raw, autobiographical depth and helped cultivate a confessional style rare for pop songwriters at the time.[1][5] Key lyrics emerged from these introspective moments, such as the metaphor of the chair "not listening," inspired by an empty chair in his Los Angeles hotel room that symbolized profound isolation during a lonely night. Similarly, the reference to the palm tree highlighted his sense of disconnection in California, contrasting the laid-back environment with his persistent longing for his East Coast roots.[2][1] Diamond encountered significant initial challenges, including writer's block that made this his self-described hardest song to write, requiring daily confrontations with the material over months of frustration and revision. Therapy ultimately proved pivotal in overcoming these hurdles, enabling him to unlock the song's vulnerable, declarative core and complete it as a poignant expression of self-assertion.[5][1]Recording Process
"I Am... I Said" was recorded in 1971 at Sound Recorders in Hollywood, Los Angeles, produced by Tom Catalano and engineered by Armin Steiner. The sessions emphasized a pop rock aesthetic through orchestral arrangements by Lee Holdridge, Larry Muhoberac, and Marty Paich, which incorporated strings and percussion to support the song's emotional delivery.[6][7] The track has a duration of 3:32 and was paired with "Done Too Soon" as the B-side for its single release. Notable production elements include the dramatic string swell during the chorus and a fade-out featuring repeated iterations of the title phrase, contributing to the song's climactic structure.[8][9] "I Am... I Said" holds the distinction as the first Neil Diamond song to appear twice on one of his albums, bookending Stones as both the opening track and a reprise at the close.[6]Lyrics and Themes
Inspiration
In 1970, Neil Diamond was grappling with a profound mid-career identity crisis, feeling adrift between his working-class Brooklyn roots and the glamorous yet alienating world of fame in [Los Angeles](/page/Los Angeles).[10] This sense of dislocation, where he struggled to reconcile his past with his present success, formed the emotional core of the song's creation.[1] Diamond's introspection deepened through psychoanalysis sessions, where he confronted feelings of alienation and self-doubt that had long plagued him. As he later reflected in a 2008 interview, the song was "consciously an attempt… to express what my dreams were about, what my aspirations were about, and what I was about."[1] These therapeutic explorations provided a catalyst for articulating his inner turmoil, transforming personal vulnerability into artistic expression.[10] A pivotal external trigger was Diamond's failed audition for the lead role in a planned biopic about comedian Lenny Bruce, where he performed risqué stand-up material at The Bitter End West nightclub. The experience left him shaken and unfulfilled, amplifying themes of thwarted ambition and fueling the song's raw honesty.[1] This incident, combined with nearly four years of subsequent therapy, directly inspired the track as a means of self-reclamation.[10] The song's origins also mirrored the broader cultural landscape of the early 1970s singer-songwriter movement, characterized by deeply personal and introspective works from artists like James Taylor, whose albums such as Sweet Baby James (1970) similarly delved into emotional authenticity and self-examination.[11] Diamond's piece, with its stark contrast between the palm trees of LA and the bustling streets of New York, epitomized this era's trend toward confessional songwriting amid societal shifts.[1]Analysis
"I Am... I Said" follows a verse-chorus structure, with verses depicting the narrator's internal conflict and a recurring chorus centered on the existential refrain "I am... I said," which underscores a desperate assertion of self amid profound doubt and invisibility.[2] The song opens with verses contrasting the superficial allure of Los Angeles life against the pull of New York roots, building to the chorus where the declaration goes unheeded, emphasizing a profound sense of disconnection. This refrain repeats with increasing intensity, culminating in a bridge that introduces a fable-like anecdote about a frog dreaming of kingship, symbolizing unattainable aspirations and the futility of self-reinvention.[1] Central themes revolve around isolation, as exemplified by the poignant line "not even the chair" hears the narrator's cry, portraying an environment devoid of empathy or response.[2] Geographical displacement is vividly captured in the narrator's limbo "between two shores," torn between the laid-back, sunlit palms of L.A. and the familiar grit of New York City, reflecting a broader search for purpose and belonging in a rootless existence.[1] These elements converge to explore existential despair, where the act of self-assertion fails to bridge the gap to understanding or fulfillment. The lyrics employ poetic devices such as repetition in the refrain to heighten emotional urgency and vivid imagery—like palm trees and urban rents—to evoke the dissonance of transplanted identity, drawing from folk-rock traditions of introspective, narrative-driven songwriting.[2] This approach aligns with the genre's emphasis on personal storytelling, akin to contemporaries like Bob Dylan, but filtered through Diamond's melodic populism. The bridge's metaphorical frog tale adds a layer of fable-like whimsy, contrasting the song's otherwise stark realism to underscore the absurdity of unfulfilled dreams.[1] Diamond's vocal delivery, in his signature emotive baritone, conveys raw vulnerability, starting subdued in the verses and building to a powerful crescendo in the bridge and final chorus, amplifying the song's themes of isolation and resolve.[2] This dynamic performance, honed during a period of personal therapy, imbues the track with authentic emotional weight.[1]Release
Single Release
"I Am... I Said" was released as a single on March 15, 1971, by Uni Records in the United States.[12] The track marked Neil Diamond's most personal composition to date, following months of refinement, and served as a standalone launch ahead of its album inclusion.[1] The single was issued in the standard 7-inch vinyl format at 45 RPM, with "I Am... I Said" as the A-side (running 3:30, arranged by Larry Muhoberac and Marty Paich) and "Done Too Soon" as the B-side (running 2:47, arranged by Lee Holdridge).[13] Cataloged under Uni Records number 55278, it featured a picture sleeve depicting Diamond in a contemplative pose, seated on the floor beside an empty chair against a plain background, evoking themes of isolation central to the song.[14] Initial promotion emphasized radio airplay, positioning the single for adult contemporary audiences through its introspective ballad style, quickly establishing it as a radio staple that spring.[1] International rollout followed promptly in 1971, with releases in markets including the United Kingdom (on UNI Records), Germany (on UNI 6073 027), and Australia (on MCA 1210), adapting the core U.S. configuration to local pressing standards.[15] This multi-territory strategy leveraged Diamond's growing global appeal, built on prior hits like "Cracklin' Rosie."Album Context
Stones, Neil Diamond's seventh studio album, was released on November 5, 1971, by Uni Records. Following the experimental and largely self-composed Tap Root Manuscript from 1970, Stones represented a pivot toward a more interpretive approach, featuring only three original compositions by Diamond amid covers of songs by artists like Leonard Cohen, Tom Paxton, and Jacques Brel, while emphasizing raw emotional depth in his songwriting. This shift allowed Diamond to delve deeper into personal introspection, as he later described the album as an effort to convey his dreams, aspirations, and sense of self.[16] "I Am... I Said" plays a pivotal role in the album's structure, appearing as the lead track in its single version and reprised as the closing track (track 10), creating a thematic bookend that frames the record's exploration of isolation and affirmation. This dual placement underscores the song's centrality, reinforcing the album's cohesive narrative arc from doubt to resolve. The reprise variant builds from the second verse to an emphatic exclamation, mirroring the journey of self-assertion that permeates the collection.[1] Overall, Stones delves into themes of resilience amid personal turmoil and self-discovery, with tracks like the title song portraying burdens as enduring weights that foster inner strength, and "I Am... I Said" acting as the emotional core that captures Diamond's existential struggles in Hollywood. Diamond reflected on the album's intent as articulating feelings of being lost, questioning insecurities, and seeking reconnection, themes echoed across its introspective covers and originals.[17][18] Produced by Tom Catalano, who had helmed Diamond's prior albums including Tap Root Manuscript, Stones maintained production continuity but diverged from the heavier orchestral and theatrical elements of earlier works toward a streamlined pop-rock aesthetic, highlighted by arrangements from Lee Holdridge, Marty Paich, and Larry Muhoberac. This approach prioritized vocal intimacy and subtle instrumentation, enhancing the album's focus on lyrical vulnerability over elaborate orchestration.[9]Commercial Performance
Chart Positions
"I Am... I Said" experienced strong chart performance across multiple territories following its March 1971 release, reflecting its broad appeal as a personal ballad. In the United States, the single debuted on the Billboard Hot 100 on March 27, 1971, and climbed to its peak position of number 4 on May 8, 1971, where it held for two weeks before descending; it ultimately spent 14 weeks on the chart.[3] The song also reached number 2 on the Billboard Adult Contemporary chart, underscoring its popularity on radio formats targeted at adult listeners, which helped sustain its visibility and airplay during its run. Internationally, the track achieved similar success. It peaked at number 4 on the UK Singles Chart, entering on May 8, 1971, and charting for 12 weeks.[19] In Ireland, it topped the Irish Singles Chart for two weeks in June 1971.[20] The song reached number 2 on Canada's RPM Top Singles chart in June 1971.[21] It performed solidly in Australia, peaking at number 6 on the Go-Set National Top 40 in June 1971, and number 9 on South Africa's Springbok Radio chart.[22][23] It also topped the New Zealand Listener chart.[24]| Chart (1971) | Peak Position |
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| US Billboard Hot 100 | 4[3] |
| US Billboard Adult Contemporary | 2 |
| UK Singles Chart (OCC) | 4[19] |
| Irish Singles Chart (IRMA) | 1[20] |
| Canadian RPM Top Singles | 2[21] |
| Australian Go-Set National Top 40 | 6[22] |
| New Zealand (Listener) | 1[24] |
| South African Springbok Radio | 9[23] |

